【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【走】【进】【食】【堂】【】【和】【认】【识】【的】【哥】【们】【儿】【开】【着】【玩】【笑】【，】【伸】【着】【脖】【子】【找】【石】【静】【】【有】【人】【指】【着】【远】【处】【一】【个】【窗】【口】【告】【诉】【我】【刚】【才】【看】【见】【石】【静】【在】【那】【边】【排】【队】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【好】【啦】【】【诉】【苦】【会】【改】【天】【再】【开】【吧】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【找】【你】【我】【算】【惨】【了】【】【”】【石】【静】【冲】【我】【真】【笑】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【又】【是】【沉】【默】【】【 】哦豁哦豁短信铃声声【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【出】【了】【石】【静】【宿】【舍】【，】【走】【了】【几】【步】【】【见】【走】【廊】【无】【人】【，】【便】【迅】【速】【来】【到】【一】【间】【挂】【白】【布】【门】【帘】【的】【房】【间】【前】【敲】【门】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【石】【静】【，】【何】【雷】【】【”】【工】【会】【的】【小】【刘】【端】【饭】【盆】【从】【我】【们】【桌】【旁】【走】【过】【，】【对】【我】【他】【喊】【】【“】【下】【午】【两】【点】【开】【车】【，】【去】【医】【院】【婚】【前】【检】【查】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【损】【懼】【损】【，】【一】【荣】【俱】【荣】【】【关】【心】【别】【人】【就】【等】【于】【关】【心】【自】【己】【。】【“】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【真】【这】【么】【想】【又】【怎】【么】【啦】【】【我】【不】【明】【白】【。】【人】【为】【自】【己】【考】【虑】【这】【很】【正】【常】【】【我】【就】【是】【这】【样】【儿】【。】【用】【不】【着】【不】【好】【意】【思】【假】【装】【关】【心】【别】【人】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【不】【让】【你】【做】【人】【？】【是】【我】【不】【让】【你】【做】【人】【】【”】【石】【静】【盯】【着】【我】【一】【字】【一】【顿】【地】【发】【问】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【他】【们】【在】【等】【着】【你】【从】【峩】【屋】【里】【出】【来】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【…】【…】【爱】【得】【了】【么】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【没】【觉】【得】【其】【它】【不】【好】【】【就】【是】【浑】【身】【无】【力】【，】【特】【别】【累】【】【这】【会】【儿】【还】【好】【点】【，】【昨】【天】【晚】【上】【简】【直】【累】【得】【连】【气】【儿】【也】【懒】【得】【喘】【了】【】【就】【想】【躺】【着】【，】【躺】【着】【也】【累】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【根】【本】【不】【会】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【眼】【里】【一】【下】【涌】【出】【泪】【水】【，】【半】【晌】【】【我】【说】【：】【“】【今】【后】【，】【别】【提】【这】【个】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【住】【院】【后】【过】【着】【完】【全】【与】【世】【隔】【绝】【的】【生】【活】【，】【严】【格】【按】【照】【医】【嘱】【起】【居】【】【打】【针】【服】【药】【，】【进】【行】【胸】【腺】【放】【射】【治】【疗】【】【应】【该】【说】【医】【护】【人】【员】【治】【疗】【的】【态】【度】【是】【积】【极】【的】【，】【我】【的】【病】【情】【得】【以】【维】【持】【全】【赖】【他】【们】【的】【努】【力】【】【但】【“】【肌】【無】【力】【性】【肌】【病】【”】【是】【目】【前】【人】【类】【尚】【无】【法】【控】【制】【和】【征】【服】【的】【，】【就】【象】【花】【谢】【日】【落】【一】【样】【】【人】【类】【的】【意】【志】【对】【此】【是】【无】【能】【為】【力】【的】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【天】【之】【内】【】【我】【们】【逛】【遍】【了】【全】【城】【嘚】【商】【店】【，】【差】【不】【多】【花】【光】【我】【们】【的】【全】【部】【积】【蓄】【】【在】【一】【家】【高】【级】【美】【容】【店】【，】【石】【静】【把】【剩】【下】【的】【钱】【全】【部】【用】【去】【作】【了】【“】【噺】【娘】【化】【妆】【”】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【这】【不】【是】【你】【想】【不】【想】【的】【问】【题】【，】【你】【只】【能】【也】【必】【须】【全】【休】【了】【】【回】【头】【我】【就】【把】【医】【院】【的】【诊】【断】【书】【交】【给】【你】【们】【领】【导】【，】【然】【后】【送】【你】【住】【院】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【怎】【么】【故】【作】【姿】【态】【了】【？】【”】【石】【静】【倏】【地】【转】【身】【】【噙】【着】【泪】【说】【，】【“】【你】【被】【车】【撞】【了】【】【我】【怕】【你】【出】【事】【来】【看】【看】【你】【，】【关】【心】【关】【心】【你】【】【怎】【么】【啦】【？】【有】【什】【么】【不】【对】【】【用】【得】【着】【这】【么】【夹】【枪】【带】【棒】【地】【损】【我】【一】【大】【通】【么】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【这】【麼】【一】【说】【石】【静】【倒】【没】【话】【了】【】【半】【晌】【才】【说】【了】【句】【：】【“】【你】【这】【囚】【坏】【透】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【石】【静】【哭】【的】【泣】【噎】【难】【禁】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【眼】【中】【一】【下】【嚼】【满】【了】【泪】【，】【忙】【吸】【了】【两】【口】【烟】【】【嗓】【音】【沙】【哑】【地】【说】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【困】【了】【。】【”】【我】【说】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【想】【在】【这】【儿】【放】【一】【盆】【吊】【兰】【，】【让】【它】【从】【上】【垂】【下】【来】【】【这】【个】【玻】【璃】【柜】【放】【酒】【具】【高】【脚】【杯】【，】【这】【几】【格】【子】【放】【几】【本】【书】【】【”】【石】【静】【兴】【奋】【起】【来】【，】【指】【指】【点】【点】【地】【对】【我】【说】【着】【她】【的】【设】【想】【】【“】【再】【买】【些】【小】【玩】【艺】【儿】【小】【玩】【具】【动】【物】【四】【处】【一】【摆】【，】【整】【个】【调】【子】【就】【活】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【们】【到】【一】【张】【桌】【前】【坐】【下】【，】【陆】【续】【地】【小】【齐】【、】【老】【吴】【也】【端】【着】【饭】【菜】【坐】【过】【来】【】【一】【桌】【人】【开】【始】【边】【吃】【边】【扯】【谈】【，】【主】【要】【是】【拿】【我】【和】【石】【静】【开】【心】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【聽】【说】【董】【延】【平】【好】【象】【对】【你】【有】【点】【意】【思】【。】【”】【 】【 】